to nic-

i love you... look weve been through alot and i know sometimes things arent always the way we planned them to be..because theyre even better...when i first met you i was reall mad that i didnt get ya numba and that i wasnt gunna go to dozo...but like my mom says "faith" brought us together lmao... 2 days later dozo sent me an acceptance paper... and on the first day of schoool we saw each other.. i was so happy..happy that for once things went my way..we started talkin then finnaly u kissed me..thats when i new it.. i done kissed alot of fellas in my life baby but i felt it.. we werent goin out but i new i felll in love with you and i knew u were the one for me...we went out... i was maybe the happiest person in the world.. no worrries no stress i was always smiling...we had some problems and we broke up... that was the hardest thing ive ever experienced... i started fucking up in school drinking bein lazy gettin wit mad boys.. it was horrible...we were stilll friends but thats wut killed me..that thats all we were..i knew i needed you in my life so i tried to accept it.. then finnaly one day we started talking on the phone and the following day i was telling u somethin and u just grabbed me and kissed me...ur wha i need in my life baby...thats wut u said... and then we cut that whole day of school just talking and kissing...the following day we got back together..baby these past ten months have been fulll of unexpected things..but we made it thru because wut we have is for real.. and aint no one gonna stop us... i love you...i wish there was another way of putting it because those 3 little words seem to be used out... i see lil girls usin those words like its nothing... bitches be sayin i love u on the second day they meet the person.. NO! those words are reallly deep and if u dont know wut they mean dont use them... to me my love for u is unexplainable baby.. it hurts but it satisfies me in any way.. the things we do together.. ill never do with anyone else...a nd the things u tell me... the way u whisper in my ear.. and the way u sing to me when im sad..the way u hold me..those backrubs ur so good at!strangely the way u bite me? lmao...the way u touch me in the right spots at the right time ... the way u kiss me when we fight..actually just the way u kiss me...the way when im laughing u juss stare at me and say im beutiful... the way we stay on the phone all night talking about bullshit...but sometimes we talk about our future on some serious shit and how were gunna spend the rest of our lives together<3 &the way u can get mad at anything int he world but never mad at me..the way u say u miss me... and how were gunna get married and ima have little nics running around and how ur gunna be my boxer and ima be ur wife/aacounntannt whos gunna be in charge of tha money.. lol its funny the things we come up with but baby i can go on and on about how i feel about u and more but i think alll there is to say is that i love you..always..and no matter what im gunna be by your side thru it all<3